One Year On. A mother's journey

 

I'm heavily pregnant, why won't you come out?

I'm desperate to hear your first scream and shout.

We're ready to be parents, come out and you'll see.

We're ready to meet our beautiful baby.

You're finally here, it doesn't feel real

All these emotions I'm starting to feel.

I've known you a moment, yet I'd die for you now

I feel I have known you forever somehow.

I'm exhausted, so tired, why won't you sleep?

Is your sole purpose in life to cause me to weep?

I'm a terrible mother, I have no clue what you need,

My go to solution is to feed, feed and feed!

My baby, you smiled. My heart could just melt.

Such a feeling of joy, I have never before felt.

You looked at me happily, such a pure look of joy,

That moment you saved me, my beautiful boy.

Daddy has a new job and he has to live away.

It is the best decision, yet I wish he could stay.

It's just the two of us now, during the week, you and I.

Until Friday of course, I can't wait, I won't lie.

You're finally sleeping, and eating too,

It was just about time (between me and you.)

Your Great Grandad passed, it's been a sad time,

Yet your laughter is a tonic that lessens the pain.

Buddy, you're sitting, you can roll over too.

You babble all day and love peek a boo.

You're a happy little boy, healthy and strong.

Surely we can't have gone too far wrong?

Ugh, spoke too soon, dude why won't you sleep?

You had it all sorted, the same time last week.

Do we have to do sleep training, do you have flu?

Buddy, what's happening? What do I do?

Thank heavens you're sleeping and eating well, phew!

You're crawling and reaching and playing well too.

You brighten each day with your beautiful smile,

I wish I could freeze frame our time for a while.

Buddy you're standing and attempting to cruise,

You often have falls and easily bruise.

You love the outdoors and you always love play!

Every evening I ask myself "Where went our day?"

Buddy we've started to have sensory fun

Edible chalk, paint and foam are all things we've done.

You love to be covered in messy play goo

We're mess making experts, such a fun thing to do.

Oh you are cheeky, you have a wicked laugh

Whether you're eating or playing or having a bath.

Every day is an adventure, there's fun to discover

My greatest achievement is being your mother.

This month your world opened, yes you are walking

All the time still, you are constantly talking.

Mama, Daddy, Ball, Nanny, Up, Down

Yeah, No and Hiyah, what a joyful sound.

Today is your birthday, a whole year of you!

What do you think Buddy, how did we do?

We haven't been perfect, but is anyone really?

All we can do is guide you, and love you most dearly.

Buddy, you are everything that is amazing and good

You're mischievous, independent, you'd do it all if you could.

You changed us my darling, I'm afraid it is true.

The best thing in our past and our future, is you.

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Large Edible Water Beads

After having fun with our Edible miniature Water Beads we pulled out our other new experiment!

This idea was suggested to me by the lovely Multicraftingmummy via twitter. I was quite excited about it and ordered the ingredients as soon as possible!

I decided to do this one as an under the sea theme.

Recipe

This play uses large tapioca pearls. You can order these online on Ebay or Amazon. Prices vary so shop around.

You can buy tapioca pearls in a quick cook variety. I thought the ones I had ordered were quick cook, but soon realised that they weren't (two hours of boiling later.)

I got quite frustrated making this as the instructions on the packaging were vague - boil until transparent. A quick Google told me to take the pearls off the heat when they became gelatinous, cover them and leave them for 5-10 minutes. This solved it for me and they were ready to use.

I used half a pack of pearls and added some blue food colouring to the water to create an Under the Sea Theme.

I made this the night before play and stored it in the fridge. In the morning it was almost solid! I boiled the kettle and poured a thin layer of boiling water over the beads, left it for a minute and then stirred them. They were as good as new after this! Please leave to cool before allowing your little one to play with them. Burnt fingers are nobodies friend.

Play Time!

These beads look like baked beans to me! However they feel really squishy and gloopy when you run your hands through them. The individual beads feel amazing, almost like a super thick gloppy contact lens. You have to try them!

We pulled this out when Buddy began to get bored with the Edible miniature Water Beads. This play piqued his interest once again and he got stuck straight in!

Buddy had a tentative feel before reaching for the toys.

He enjoyed reacquainting himself with his bath toys for a while, before becoming intrigued by the lovely blue goo. He had a quick taste test (only one this time, this is progress!) before getting his hand right in there.

After a good rummage, Buddy decided to have a dig with his bucket and spade again. He tried really hard to get the beads into the bucket but he's not quite there yet!

Auntie Lulu could contain herself no more by this point and had to join in with the squidging and squishing. Buddy decided to join in!

Once he had decided he liked the feel of the water beads, Buddy couldn't get enough of them!

I love the concentration on his face in this picture. He was so engrossed in the task at hand and was intrigued by the lovely, goopy beads.

This was such a fun play. The texture of these beads differed a lot from the miniature edible beads, but they were just as fun!

Skills we used

Mummy's patience making them

Fine motor skills - picking up objects and individual beads. Touching and squeezing beads,

Gross motor skills - moving around the tray. Standing, squatting and sitting.

Problem solving - he might not have managed scooping into the bucket with the spade but he certainly got some good practice!

Exploring through play - it's a given, but worth mentioning every time in my opinion!

Please be aware

These beads are sticky. No actually these beads are super sticky. Please do not do what we did, if you play with these on a towel you will spend 3+ hours picking blue gelatinous goop out of your towel or you will give up like I did and throw it away. Yes this is wasteful but I was concerned about the pearls clogging up my washing machine!

Next time we play with this we will play on a plastic mat!

This play does have food colouring in it. I use natural food colouring and have never had a problem with staining, however this is totally dependant on the colouring and washing detergent you choose to use. Please exercise caution and play in messy clothes.

So, if you decide to give this a try, please come back and let me know how it went. Comments make me smile.

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